On April 30th it was one year ago you and I were together for the last time. It was also the day you were rushed to the hospital. On Mei 1st it was one year ago that we stood around you as your life slowly faded away.
During that year Christine had Ciera. Karen is going to have another cousin for you as well. I often think of what you would be like today had you lived. Last night I saw a little girl whose face was similar to yours. I thought about how you would look now how you would act how you would talk. I thought about how I miss holding you in my arms and having you love me with your hugs.
I miss you so much. It has been a year since you were here with us. Life has not been the same without you in it. One year ago life ended for me as well. I exist but I don't live. I am happy for Ciera in my life and happy that Karen will have a little one too. It would be so much better if you were still here.
You gave me so much joy and happiness while you were here. You made me feel young again and needed. Part of my life ended when yours did. I have prayed to see you again if only in my dreams.
Rest with Christ in Heaven my little Angel. I pray that one day I am worthy to see you and Glenny again. I may never attain peace again but I am willing to sacrifice that if it will help me be with you again.
I love and miss you so much. The void left by you not being here still pains my heart and I long to be with you again. Love from your Pee Paw. Close